Saturday, May 5, 2012

You have taken my breath away, stolen my heart, and made me so confused.  I don't know what to do, because I'm not supposed to like you, but I can't help myself.  I could follow my heart, or I could follow my logic.  I have always been an emotionally-centered person, it is what drives me.  I don't know what to do.  I'm going insane, and it's the most wonderfully painful feeling I have ever felt, and it's all because of you.  How am I supposed to choose between what I want and what is right?  What if what I want is right?  Why does it have to be wrong?  Why do I have to fight against myself?  There is a constant battle raging inside me.  Right against wrong, right against right.  I only wish I knew how to handle this.  I just want everything to work out.  I want it to be right.  I want it to be you.  It is so strange.  You make me feel so good.  You make me smile and feel happy.  I don't think following your heart is wrong.  For now, I'm going to do this.